Beta-schlampe in freundzone! (verbale demütigung)

You are a beta. A reject. Worthless. You've been stuck in the friend zone for what feels like an eternity. You've tried everything in your power to get out of it, but nothing seems to be working. You've become her confidant, her shoulder to cry on, but never her lover. It's a cruel fate, being stuck in love with someone who only sees you as a friend. You torment yourself with thoughts of what could have been, wondering where you went wrong. You've become so wrapped up in her that you've forgotten your own worth.