And then there's Rainer... The Rainer who regularly texts me to check in... the Rainer who offered words of encouragement throughout November, December, and January during my myriad of health concerns... the Rainer who is open, engaging, and gregarious via text... is never the Rainer who shows up at my door -- nor on your screens. That Rainer refuses to make eye contact, still, after three and a half years and in his 10th CAUSA video. Oh, well... There are several places on his body that his brain cannot deny Rainer's adulterated pleasure...